A note before bed......about starting over

So, I've been super hungry lately. I've struggled from day one and I just started sublingual, of which, I mixed from 2000 iu vials of hCG. Today was a bad day, it was more like a "loading day." So, I step on the scale as I do every evening (I also do this in the morning) and HOLY CRAP.....I'm up like 6 pounds! So, I ponder more and start wondering a few things:

• could my old batch have been bad (would explain the hunger and cravings since day 1). The yahoo groups discussed some "bad batches" of the hCG in the larger quantites and this was a 5000 unit ampule I mixed for the injections.
• now that I've remixed and have started sublingual, which I have been hungry these last 3 days since starting it) I have gained the type of weight you do when hCG is working properly.
• maybe I'm not immune at all but didn't have enough hCG in my body to work, which would explain the yo yoing. up 1-3, down 1-3, up, down, up, down. Hungry, hungry, hungry. Tired, tired tired......

So, I will count today as a load day and plan on doing a 23 day cycle on the sublingual. Tomorrow being day 1, though I should've been loading this whole time if it really was that my old batch was bad. I pray pray pray the hunger is gone tomorrow, that I can and will stick thru this round. I had about 20 days left anyway.....so not too much is different other than I'm giving myself a fresh start. No more dwelling on the past......or so I say.......

I will no doubt be UP tomorrow.